You've COMMITTED to your program, and committed being CONSISTENT. You've tracked down somebody to consider you responsible to your program, and you realize that it will require investment to accomplish your objectives, yet that YOU CAN DO IT. Now...believe in yourself!!!To hear, I am grieved. In the event that you don't accept me, that is OK as well. Yet, how frequently have you attempted, what number of various "quick" ways of dropping load from have you attempted, that haven't worked?